47. I think I can change for him. Part I

Episode #47

I felt I needed to become somebody different because of how badly I had been hurt and how broken my mind and my heart were from everything that I had been through.  There were a lot of things that I did not have clear, and I know that there's a lot of you out there going through this right now as well or have been through it and can relate.

I thought that me being in my forties, it would be easier to meet somebody. Therefore, when this person showed back up, I said, it's like, "ok this is fate.  It should be it". I bent myself over backwards to be what this person wanted, what I thought that this person wanted. Everything that he expressed, everything that he said about his exes and his last relationship and his friends, everything that he was saying led me to believe that I knew exactly what he wanted.

I hit every point that he had made and still when the time came, I was not what he wanted, because he didn't even know what he wanted.

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